I like to think that I'm a realist, but I'm really a dreamer. I need love and truth and all that is beautiful in this world and in my mind. I feel lost right now. I prefer fiction to informational texts, romance to logic, daydreams to reality. I have to believe that my life is worth the effort-- and that my effort is worth life. I feel fear right now. I try to see everything in a positive light-- every cloud a silver lining. I have to believe that my life is worth the effort-- and that my effort is worth life. I feel pain right now. ---------------- Now playing: Michael Riesman: Philip Glass Ensemble - Glass: Glasspiece #2 (Facades) via FoxyTunes