GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
words cannot express my deep feelings of total and utter frustration at this very moment I don't want to take it out on anyone though. Today has been a most horribly stressful and thought provoking day. One I hope I never need to experience again ever. I should realize it's not about me personally, or rather it's not about making me feel like a sucker but I do feel like that Give an inch they will take a mile and another and so on until they have become so distant there's no point in trying anymore.